Why OnlyFans?

I will start things off by saying that I have mixed emotions writing this, because I still wish people got to know me for who I am first; everyone is so quick to judge, without knowing anything prior. What’s so wrong with selling lingerie photos online?

I figured it was an appropriate post to share again as I keep getting asked about it.

Let’s start it off with some negatives. The thing is, the world will always judge you whether you choose to take actions or not. Regardless of subject; you’re either too much, not enough, too fat or too skinny, too weird or boring. Luckily for me, I figured out at a very young age that I was always going to do things my way. Let’s throw it back to when I shaved my head in grade 7, wanting to look like Sinead O’Connor. I expected no less of myself then as a 13 year old, nor do I now or from what my future self will do.

So, with the judgement obviously came awkward silences from people who I thought were friends - people who distanced themselves for whatever reason, because they don’t want to associate with something they don’t understand.

In 2021 I decided to start this account since I kept getting crazy amounts of ‘likes’ on bikini photos and people would suggest selling them on this platform. I thought it was the biggest joke and didn’t want to be seen as someone that was known for selling ‘bikini shots’, considering I worked so hard as athlete, worked hard to have an education, speak multiple languages and truly love the image of myself that I created and respected.

With that being said, after making $ in my first month on there, it has totally changed my life for the better. I enjoy training full time now, affording the equipment I need, my dream bikes, saving for other goals in life, and being able to enjoy it in a way where I don’t have to sacrifice my athletic life to work 3 part time jobs like I used to in the past, while pursuing Olympic Dreams.

I used to care what people thought, but then I realized that their opinions don’t pay my bills. I am going to continue owning it and using it to the max because I like how comfortable I have become in my own body, and how I learned to love myself in a different way. And while the posts can get a little more spicy than when I first started in 2021, I know that I have a very strict line and limit as to how much of my body I want to share with the world. I also think back to 2019 when I was dating a guy in Calgary and he would ask for “photos” and I simply refused because I was not ‘that girl’. I am still not that girl, and I will still hide away and be shy in public, while I for some reason have no problem playing around with the art of photography online.

Maybe a bit weird to put this online, but after obviously not being in a relationship for a while, I really do enjoy spending time alone, with myself. I am quite introverted and does feel a little weird feeling ‘wanted’ by strangers online, so it was something that I needed to work up to or wrap my head around.

I’ve always liked older men, so I do see the demographic on there and again, very interesting to just see how humans function, and communicate. At the end of the day, it’s a learning opportunity for me, to learn about myself and have fun with all of this while I still look alright in something other than sweat pants.

You can put me in a box because you don’t know me. And that’s okay. I know myself and the people that matter to me know how I am like. The comments don’t offend me because it’s a path I chose. For now.